I don’t need a reason cause I’ll just turn you away
And thats not an answer when it all stays the same
And how is this living when I’m not alive
I’m sleeping behind these sunken eyes
It swallowed me whole when I was so young
And I can’t grow old like this
No I can’t go on like this
And how can a heart
Pump all its blood
To a body rejecting its very self
It’s very selfish
The walls are closing in
All the darkness looks alive
I can’t stop this but I know I’m the reason why
A broken bone would hurt less
Cause I can’t hold up all this stress
I’m underneath it
And I’m not breathing
Now where can I go when all the bridges have been burned
I’m living a life of affection unreturned
I’m filled to the brim with what I can’t understand
But as far as I know this was not part of the plan
Oh and I can’t get it right
When I start these fights
With myself
I can’t finish
The walls are closing in
All the darkness looks alive
I can’t stop this but I know I’m the reason why
A broken bone would hurt less
Cause I can’t hold up all this stress
I’m underneath it
And I’m not breathing
My skin will peel itself back
My bones will retract and take me to the sky
And I will wave my life away
I’ll smile for what it’s worth
I’ll quench my thirst for everything thats dry
And I will wave my life away
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